I find myself feeling very disheartened and lacking motivation of late. The physically draining days of a heavy job, mixed with the desire to try and do some exercise in the evenings is becoming very hard to do and most of the time I couldn't even be bothered to get out of bed in the morning, let alone doing anything else.
That dosen't even come close to the mental drain from continuous crap and dramas of everday life that keep getting thrown in my path by either life or other people, along with the struggle I have with the fact that my job of 18 years is not what I want to do and I no longer want to spend day after day with my hands soaked in blood....
I spent last Saturday with the missus. We went on a day trip up to the Three Sisters in the Blue Mountains.
The weather couldn't have been better and the scenery and views were absolutely breath-taking.
The air was so fresh and clean and the stress and tension on our faces slowly faded away. It had been quite a while since either of us had laughed so much and we genuinely had a great time.
I took some photo's with my camera so that everyone else could see the world through my eyes for a brief moment and also so I have a nice memory of this day.
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